this blog is about life and everything that happens in it...the rat race we run in all our lives...and most times we win the race but loose our minds...and we wonder in the end, was it worth it after all...
Friday, October 14, 2011
Thursday, August 25, 2011
long overdue
Thursday, March 3, 2011
ITS TIME TO BREAK UP !!!
THERE ARE TIMES IN YOUR LIFE WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE THINGS SUDDENLY BECOME CLEAR...A CRYSTALLIZING MOMENT IF YOU WILL...AND THE STRANGEST THING IS THAT WHEN THAT HAPPENS, YOUR WHOLE LIFE STARTS CHANGING AROUND YOU...FOR SOME, IT IS A WELCOME RELIEF, A CHANGE FROM THE OLD....AND FOR SOME, IT COMES AS A SHOCK THAT THREATENS TO CRUMBLE YOUR WHOLE LIFE TO THE GROUND...
WELL...ONE SUCH CRYSTALLIZING MOMENT CAME YESTERDAY FOR YOURS TRULY...
AND CONSIDERING THAT I AM TALKING ABOUT THIS ON MY BLOG, ONE CAN GUESS THAT IT DID NOT BODE WELL FOR ME !!!
SO, IT ALL STARTED WHEN MY COUSIN CAME TO MEET ME...WE WERE HANGING OUT, DOING GOOFY STUFF...BEST TIME BY THE WAY...AND I SAW HIM TALKING TO HIS " GIRLFRIEND"...
I REALIZED THAT HE LIKED HER IMMENSELY AND PROBABLY EVEN LOVED HER FOR ALL I KNOW !!! NOW I HAVE HAD MY SHARE OF LADY LOVE IN THE PAST AND IT HAS NEVER BEEN AN ISSUE FOR ME !!! AND NOW I AM IN A SERIOUS 1 YEAR LONG RELATIONSHIP WITH AN IMMENSELY NICE GIRL...BUT, THERE IS TROUBLE IN PARADISE...SHE IS FAR FAR AWAY FROM ME...AND THIS LONG DISTANCE SHIT IS HARD ON ME...KUDOS TO ALL THOSE OUT THERE WHO MANAGED TO STICK TO THEIR LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS AS I AM GETTING FRUSTRATED LIKE HELL !!!
WELL...BACK TO THE MATTER AT HAND, I WAS LOOKING AT MY BRO GETTING ALL GUSHY TALKING ABOUT HIS GIRLFRIEND AND IT TURNS OUT, THAT SHE IS ALL OVER HIM AS WELL...WELL, NO DIFFERENT FROM MY STORY, YOU'D THINK...BUT THE TRUTH IS, HIS GIRLFRIEND IS VERY VOCAL ABOUT HER FEELINGS FOR HIM...AS HE IS ABOUT HER...AND MY " GIRLFRIEND" BEING THE CONSERVATIVE TYPE DOES NOT EVEN SAY NICE AND ROMANTIC THINGS TO ME ON THE SMS, LEAVE ALONE TO MY FACE...
NOW I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT THAT WAS DUE TO THE FACT THAT WE WERE IN A LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP AND ALL...BUT THE LEAST SHE CAN DO IS RECIPROCATE TO MY FEELINGS...I DONT THINK I DESERVE TO BE WITH SOMEONE WHO DOES NOT SHOW HER FEELINGS FOR ME...ITS USUALLY THE BOYS WHO ARE NOT VOCAL ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS IN RELATIONSHIPS, BUT IN MY CASE, I SOMETIMES FIND MYSELF DESPERATELY CLINGING TO SOMETHING GOOD AND LOVING SHE SAYS TO ME ONCE IN A WHILE...
THIS MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A JACK ASS...AND SO...THE CRYSTALLIZING MOMENT...I CAN NOT BE WITH SOMEONE WHO IS SCARED TO SHOW HER FEELINGS ABOUT ME, TO MYSELF, LEAVE ALONE THE WHOLE WORLD...SO GUESS WHAT...ITS PROBABLY THAT TIME OF THE YEAR...ITS BREAKUP TIME !!!
I LOVE HER...DEARLY...HERE, I SAID IT...BUT PRIDE AND SELF RESPECT ARE TWO CANDIES THAT ARE WAY SWEETER THAN ANY LOVE CANDY OUT THERE...ATLEAST FOR ME !!!
WELL...ONE SUCH CRYSTALLIZING MOMENT CAME YESTERDAY FOR YOURS TRULY...
AND CONSIDERING THAT I AM TALKING ABOUT THIS ON MY BLOG, ONE CAN GUESS THAT IT DID NOT BODE WELL FOR ME !!!
SO, IT ALL STARTED WHEN MY COUSIN CAME TO MEET ME...WE WERE HANGING OUT, DOING GOOFY STUFF...BEST TIME BY THE WAY...AND I SAW HIM TALKING TO HIS " GIRLFRIEND"...
I REALIZED THAT HE LIKED HER IMMENSELY AND PROBABLY EVEN LOVED HER FOR ALL I KNOW !!! NOW I HAVE HAD MY SHARE OF LADY LOVE IN THE PAST AND IT HAS NEVER BEEN AN ISSUE FOR ME !!! AND NOW I AM IN A SERIOUS 1 YEAR LONG RELATIONSHIP WITH AN IMMENSELY NICE GIRL...BUT, THERE IS TROUBLE IN PARADISE...SHE IS FAR FAR AWAY FROM ME...AND THIS LONG DISTANCE SHIT IS HARD ON ME...KUDOS TO ALL THOSE OUT THERE WHO MANAGED TO STICK TO THEIR LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS AS I AM GETTING FRUSTRATED LIKE HELL !!!
WELL...BACK TO THE MATTER AT HAND, I WAS LOOKING AT MY BRO GETTING ALL GUSHY TALKING ABOUT HIS GIRLFRIEND AND IT TURNS OUT, THAT SHE IS ALL OVER HIM AS WELL...WELL, NO DIFFERENT FROM MY STORY, YOU'D THINK...BUT THE TRUTH IS, HIS GIRLFRIEND IS VERY VOCAL ABOUT HER FEELINGS FOR HIM...AS HE IS ABOUT HER...AND MY " GIRLFRIEND" BEING THE CONSERVATIVE TYPE DOES NOT EVEN SAY NICE AND ROMANTIC THINGS TO ME ON THE SMS, LEAVE ALONE TO MY FACE...
NOW I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT THAT WAS DUE TO THE FACT THAT WE WERE IN A LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP AND ALL...BUT THE LEAST SHE CAN DO IS RECIPROCATE TO MY FEELINGS...I DONT THINK I DESERVE TO BE WITH SOMEONE WHO DOES NOT SHOW HER FEELINGS FOR ME...ITS USUALLY THE BOYS WHO ARE NOT VOCAL ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS IN RELATIONSHIPS, BUT IN MY CASE, I SOMETIMES FIND MYSELF DESPERATELY CLINGING TO SOMETHING GOOD AND LOVING SHE SAYS TO ME ONCE IN A WHILE...
THIS MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A JACK ASS...AND SO...THE CRYSTALLIZING MOMENT...I CAN NOT BE WITH SOMEONE WHO IS SCARED TO SHOW HER FEELINGS ABOUT ME, TO MYSELF, LEAVE ALONE THE WHOLE WORLD...SO GUESS WHAT...ITS PROBABLY THAT TIME OF THE YEAR...ITS BREAKUP TIME !!!
I LOVE HER...DEARLY...HERE, I SAID IT...BUT PRIDE AND SELF RESPECT ARE TWO CANDIES THAT ARE WAY SWEETER THAN ANY LOVE CANDY OUT THERE...ATLEAST FOR ME !!!
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